Sunday, November 13, 2005

Insomnia

I cannnot sleep!! I CANNOT sleep!
It's now over 4 am in NY.
Recently I've lived in a world where day and night are reversed.
That's why I missed the chance of the sale!!
Until today, the shop where I wanted to go had discount sale.
When I got there, the shop had already been closed.
What did I come here for??

Because of the today's lesson, I decided to go to bed before midnight and tried.
However, I ended up using computer now 'cause I couldn't sleep!!

Somebody, tell me how to turn back to normal life!! I mean unreversed life.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

The legend of Zorro

You know Zorro? He broke the silence of 7 years and returned from 'The Mask of Zorro'!!



Antonio Banderas who acts as Zorro is now 45 years-old, but the skill of fancing is amazing!! Catherine Zeta-Jones who was fresh beauty in the previous film has now dignified figure as an actress.

I'm gonna see this as soon as possible!! It's a pity that you guys in Japan cannot see this until next January. Are you envious?

Friday, October 21, 2005

Elizabethtown

These days I'm mad about Orlando Bloom! He's so cute, isn't he? What made me change my mind is this movie, ELIZABETHTOWN! Before seeing this movie, I didn't even know why he was so popular. However, now I've even bought this movie's soundtrack CD, which is also very good! Maybe I'm more crazy about this movie than you'd expect, 'cause my present screen saver is installed from this movie's site. Besides, my computer wallpaper is also from this movie. In this movie, Kirsten looks really cute!! I've never thought she was beautiful, but in this movie she looks enchanting!! I want you guys to see this movie, 'cause you'll feel that even though we're totally depressed because of worldwide fiascos, we can find a tiny seed whose name is POSITIVE. The process by which Orlando is attracted to Kirsten is also empathetic. I took a longing look at their relationship.

Anyway, I highly recommend this movie to you!!

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Be honest, Be confident, Be flexible.

I've thought I wanted to be strong. I never want to be affected by thoughts which I think are stupid. I never want to do things which deviate from my faith, whoever may look on me coldly. I never want to take my eyes off my goals. I want to be a person who is responsible for what he/she says and does.

Everyday is full of worries and mistakes, but through repeating them I'm getting to know how to be as I am and what I should do next.

I'm not intending to deny other ways. I just wanna keep my faith though I wish I had more sense of balance as I always trip and despair in my akwardness.I wish...I wish... If I start to say I want to get what I don't have,there's no end in sight.The important thing is to accept myself as I am and be positive. I believe the way will open and the wind will blow the right way.

Friday, August 12, 2005

heritage

I went through another farewell again. I have to face "encounters and farewells" incredibly frequently. The last time I saw them, I felt it was unreal. I can't believe that we won't be able to have conversations face to face for quite a while. I realize this fact when I'm alone in the subway and in my room.Even though our whole conversation was disjointed talk, when I go back to the time that I first met them and spent time with them, I feel too sad to keep from crying.

Each tiny pain in my heart would be a precious heritage in my life.

I wish...

I wish I could simplify my way of thinking.
I wish I could get through everyday thinking only pleasant things.

"To discard what I don't need would make life simpler."
I know it's not acceptable thinking. I know,but...
To win the battle to survive is sometimes incredibly difficult.

Friday, July 15, 2005

quit

I decided not to think too much. Yeah, I always think too much to the extent that it's not required. It's one of my faults. Now!! Quit it immediately!! Let's try to think only about something joyful!!

Thursday, July 07, 2005

welcome party

The welcome party is just a PIZZA eating party which we have every month. Anyway, I talked with many new students. I had fun, but at the same time, I felt a little weird. I face this feeling at the begining of every month. This month isn't any different. The cause is the feeling that I miss my friends who left last month. Until a few days ago, they were here, but they aren't here anymore. Meeting people is a kind of miracle. I love that, but farewells are always hard. I know I have to adapt myself to new environments;however, I tend to indulge in reminiscences.